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Hi folks!
I know this is the first time I'm posting in... what, 5 years now? Wow. Well, in the few years I've been away I've grown in many ways. Creating things has become such a bigger passion in my life, and since I've been working and making my own money I've been able to actually pursue that passion in small ways.
However, I'm also in university so the fact that I work full time and go to college as well takes away so much time in my life which also makes pursuing that passion difficult. Mostly I'm just trying to figure life out right now. Like I said, I'm in college and I work full time, but I know that what I'm studying and the job I work at aren't what I want to do with my life. I want to create things to share with people, and I don't know how to realistically go about that. This is causing a ton of inner stress and conflict in my life and making me dread going to work and school anymore, which I absolutely wish wasn't happening!
I have always been my happiest at conventions and just sitting down and creating things, and I absolutely miss that. Life seems to have gotten more... conflicting? I think that's the word I'm looking for. I work overnight now because when I was working retail I never had a set schedule because of my school schedule, so now I don't sleep well and I feel like I spend all day sleeping! It's ridiculous! I don't want to live like this but it's so unrealistic in my life right now to work part time again because I have bills to pay, and I can't quit school because 6 months after I have been out of school I have to start paying on my student loans and my first semester won't count towards a degree in 4 years. In short, I'm more than halfway through my degree progress so I might as well finish, as much as I don't really want to anymore.
Honestly, I wouldn't mind writing academic research papers for the rest of my life but again, I don't feel like that's a realistic job. If you guys can't tell, I'm just really conflicted right now because I had this epiphany on Monday that I'm basically miserable since I've taken such a huge break from creating things and preparing for conventions. In other words, I'm going to try to be more active and spend a ton of my extra time creating things and trying to do the things that once kept me sane and happy.
Also, as a side note: if you guys have any suggestions for a good drawing tablet that's not crazy expensive (but also has pressure sensitivity) as well as a cheap (preferably free) program to stream games and stuff to Youtube and Twitch I would appreciate it <3
Thanks for being you,
Dia <3
I know this is the first time I'm posting in... what, 5 years now? Wow. Well, in the few years I've been away I've grown in many ways. Creating things has become such a bigger passion in my life, and since I've been working and making my own money I've been able to actually pursue that passion in small ways.
However, I'm also in university so the fact that I work full time and go to college as well takes away so much time in my life which also makes pursuing that passion difficult. Mostly I'm just trying to figure life out right now. Like I said, I'm in college and I work full time, but I know that what I'm studying and the job I work at aren't what I want to do with my life. I want to create things to share with people, and I don't know how to realistically go about that. This is causing a ton of inner stress and conflict in my life and making me dread going to work and school anymore, which I absolutely wish wasn't happening!
I have always been my happiest at conventions and just sitting down and creating things, and I absolutely miss that. Life seems to have gotten more... conflicting? I think that's the word I'm looking for. I work overnight now because when I was working retail I never had a set schedule because of my school schedule, so now I don't sleep well and I feel like I spend all day sleeping! It's ridiculous! I don't want to live like this but it's so unrealistic in my life right now to work part time again because I have bills to pay, and I can't quit school because 6 months after I have been out of school I have to start paying on my student loans and my first semester won't count towards a degree in 4 years. In short, I'm more than halfway through my degree progress so I might as well finish, as much as I don't really want to anymore.
Honestly, I wouldn't mind writing academic research papers for the rest of my life but again, I don't feel like that's a realistic job. If you guys can't tell, I'm just really conflicted right now because I had this epiphany on Monday that I'm basically miserable since I've taken such a huge break from creating things and preparing for conventions. In other words, I'm going to try to be more active and spend a ton of my extra time creating things and trying to do the things that once kept me sane and happy.
Also, as a side note: if you guys have any suggestions for a good drawing tablet that's not crazy expensive (but also has pressure sensitivity) as well as a cheap (preferably free) program to stream games and stuff to Youtube and Twitch I would appreciate it <3
Thanks for being you,
Dia <3
ROCO MODELS OH YES.
Slowly unlocking the Roco Hetalia models.
FINALLY.
OH YES. OH YES. OH YES.
Just got China and I'm flipping my lid.
I MISSED ONE CRUCIAL DETAIL BEFORE WHEN I WAS TRYING TO UNLOCK THEM.
MY COMPUTER WAS NEVER /TRULY/ IN JAPANESE.
WHAT NOOOOOOOOW. ~sexyeridanplz (https://www.deviantart.com/sexyeridanplz)
Oh dear.
I've had such a long month, doing stuff every week.
I'm used to doing nothing every week! D:<
But it was nice.
Other than the fact that my legs are killing me now. Staying in a cabin...thing.. Since Friday evening until Sunday evening, where you stayed on the fourth floor and had to go up and back all the way down if you forgot something, then walking alot, and walking to the building one time, then all the way back. It was nice, but I am sore.
Goodness.
I always forget how much I miss DA ;A;
But I did get my Miku wig. And I have my liscence. And I told the guy I liked for four years that I liked him(That was a few months ago but I neve
{{Still Alive}}
Ironic title is ironic.
My sister bought and is playing the first Portal as I type this. I'm also incredibly jealous, but she'll have no idea until she logs in and who knows when that'll be >:D
Anyways, I'm gonna keep this short because I'm lazy.
Any info will be in a youtube video. Yes. I have youtube now. I've had it for a couple months and I still only have one video up.
Anyways, it's going to have my Christmas haul and also some fun stuff that I have coming up, so I guess I'll post a link to that when I get it up if anyone cares OuO
I actually did it...
Then again I've been doing things I never would've thought I'd do at the beginning of the year.
Either I've gained the courage to just.. Do things or.. I dunno.. Something.
I've got my hopes up slightly high, but not so high that I'll come crashing down if it doesn't happen.
I don't like to talk about this sort of thing over the internet. I feel like it might be bad luck to reveal alot to a bunch of strangers and friends I've never met. So this is all you get to know. If all goes well it will definately be mentioned in a later journal.
Wish me luck
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